"WHATS A BOY TO DO?"

Is it me ?---aw hell it probably IS me---(sigh)---trying to grow my readership, my assumption is most people want to do grow and reach out and all that jazz---whats the very apropos expression from from WW I---"how ya gonna keep em down on the farm once they have seen Parree?" What percentage do ya think is perfectly content to stay just in the confines of immediate family and a few close friends---and have NO curiosity as to what might otherwise be?---Yet there are those people who are totally content to live that way---yeah, there really are?
I come across these people, and when I meet then or learn there place in things, they're outlook, I never know if I applaud their ability to ignore the rest of the world, or to be more honest to applaud their "ABILITY" to keep their focus on they're world.??
My problem, initially was learning what "MY" program was, as compared with what my parents wanted me to have , what my friends wanted me to have, and what society as a whole wanted----. Its called growing up, we all learn, we KNOW what we like, what we hate, what we can control, and what we can't---the sun comes up in the East, sets in the West, no matter what we do as individuals---the only question we have to ask ourselves when we go to bed at night---did we improve our life, worsen it---or maybe---stay tuned sportfans----tomorrow is another day.??----(what?---hmm??---maybe there ARE bigger ponds---Ribbit, Ribbit!!)